*sits with my knees at my chest and noms the tip of my tail...ear twitches and looks up* oh ... hi there *purrs*

Recipe for adorableness and attention :)

1) Adorable fursona pictures.

Well...I don't have that really, just a few fursona pictures not enough to get attention from them. I notice that a lot of people get talked to just for having cutely drawn fursonas. I have an aversion ot paying for things and no one has ever wanted to just draw me because i'm me *laughs*

1a) A fursuit.

To each his own, I wore a mask for too many years to wan to wear any kind of one now.

2) Amazing drawing or writing.

I like to write but not enough. I don't have an inclination to draw. If I did I think I would like drawing nature more than characters anyway. So thats out ;)

3) Have a mate or bf that likes to get your picture made or posts about you everywhere like you are the Queen of Sheba.

Okay..that so doesn't happen for me :P I'm like...the dirty little secret usually *laughs*

4) Be a total slut/whore for attention flirting and cuddling with everyone and not caring who you induce to fall for you when you have no intention of having feelings for them back.

Well...that is so not me and of all the ways people get to be 'adorable or well known' this one is the most sickening.  Anyone that looks or acts like they are 'for hire' is below me even talking to as a friend >.> sorry if that sounded harsh, I really am a nice perosn though ^_^

5) Take care of yourself irl and keep yourself looking nice.

Ya know...doesn't so much work for me though I do work HARD at taking care of myself :P


CONCLUSIONS (for those who made it this far)

The best way to be known of or known as 'adorable' in the fandom has nothing to do it seems with the caliber of person you are in real life, which ironically, should be the more important aspect.

*purrs and lays my head down* thinking makes me sleepy :P

So as always, I only use this pretty much when I'm extremely upset. So skip this all those who are tired of rants. *watches everyone skip journal like its the plague*

So do you ever get tired of being used? I sure do. Well a recent situation where I wasn't so much used but for two years I've been a sort of friend to a person. Certainly I knew I could be be there to listen or help if I was actually needed.  I helped them out on multiple occasions at times that I was going through hard times too.

This person though doesn't really seem to know what it is like to give back in friendship. I'm not used so much because they didn't always ask for my help; i just offered it. That was my mistake.  However, when they have the chance to screw me over for some utilitarian greater good in their mind, they don't even give me a second thought.  I'm not saying they couldn't do what they wanted. God knows no one can stop them from being the puppet master, but you would think after two years at least a heads up and a nice word of apology that they had decided to do something that they knew would be extremely hurtful to me.

Do I know how to pick them or what? As always, timeless quotes should NEVER be forgotten "Who needs enemies when you've got friends like these."

I'm soooooo paranoid.

This is me. I really try to get to know people when I try and meet and become friends. I ask lots of questions about their comments, I keep the conversation flowing by learning about them and their interests.  However, so many people lack the ability to ask questions or thanks to my paranoia have the ability to make me feel like they could care less about learning about me. Then again, perhaps it really is true.  I ask lots of things and then I say something like "I used to be afraid of a bunch of things but not as many now"....and silence.  Like they really couldn't bother to ask what i used to be afraid and am not or what i am afraid of now. I would have asked them because i would have legitimately like to know about them. But asking me? NOoooooo. Never.

Also I tend to think it terms of with me or against me. I don't have friends and aquantences. I have friends and I have people i actively hate.  I mean it gets ya down thinking that you are willing to get to know someone that doesn't care the least that you could fall off the face of the earth. I have to do something with the built up resentment and hurt so it turns to hate and then I just grow from there.

So if I've tried to become friends and you've never asked about me then you are probably my enemy. In a place where I can trust so few, the one side is started to well out-number the other.

I go to a restaurant and walk up to the hostess.  She asks my name as is stand procedure when there is  wait.  I give my last name ... mind you its not that hard of a name!


She looks up at me..."Can you spell that?"

I had to bite my tongue as this is a pet peeve of mine at restaurants.

What I wanted to say: "Why would you need to spell it right when you are only going to call it.  Spell it phonetically and at least you will pronounce it right.  Its not like your signing my name to plaque it doesn't needed to spelled right just pronounced right."

What I said: "S...T...I..."

lol ... i hate when they ask how to spell it at the hostess stand ... just spell it phonetically!

Current Mood: envious

Hi Fellow Furs,

Ok ... I find that I think about this from time to time so buckle your seat-belts and prepare to enter my chaotic mind! (OCC: The Buckle is a great store for some awesome jeans!)

Fursuits:

I can completely understand why furs want them and wear them. I do not understand why the fandom is so keen on people being popular because they have a cute suit.  Its ... a suit.  Cute or not the person under is more important.  It seems to me kind of judgemental on furs parts judging if someone is worth being friends with just because they have a $2,000 or more outfit. 

So ... I like clothes ... a lot.  I wouldn't want someone to want to know just because I have a $300 pair of jeans, $250 shoes, $350 Gucci sunglasses, a $400 black leather blazer, a $130 button up shirt, and $22 Calvin Klein low-rise bikini briefs in pink.  Thats just one outfit i can think of off the top of the head with taxes totaling nearly $1,600 for ~one~ outfit.  Almost as much as a nice fursuit but i wouldn't want someone to want to be around me just because of my clothes. 

I don't mind getting attention for what I wear and I don't see any problem with fursuiters getting attention.  What I do have a problem with is people automatically thinking the person under the suit is automatically a person worth knowing.

Lets not be judgemental people just because the suit is cute don't just assume the person under is cute too (in personality)

Hi fellow furs:

Don't:

1) wear jeans with a tapered ankle
2) wear any pant that is too tight and gives you a muffin top (oh come on ... image google it if you don't know ... go on ... I'm waiting)

Do:

1) always wear a belt =P
2) wear brown socks if you are wearing brown shoes ... even if they are brown sneakers


Short today ... yea, but give me a break its 6:00am ^~ *purrs*

Tags: fashion do don't clothes
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Hey Bitches!

I'm totally a fashion slut >.> so I got a new gryphon ring for Guess.com ... its totally hawt and goes on my right ring finger from the main knuckle to the next knuckle it pwns.

Also from guess I got a leather wrist band with silver studs around it ... yea yea yea I got it so maybe i can get some studs around .. ?!? O.o

Anyway, those bitches at guess made if either a below average wrists or some kind of giant skankle wrist ... so for $24 its totally going back to those bitches.

Then I got two aviator jackets from Aeropostal ... fashion faux pau it was pleather >.> but trust me it didn't look cheap ... well that cheap! I couldnt find it store so I couldn't try it on so the diva that I am bought it in M and L so that I could just return it.  I open the box, and bitches, they were blacker than i thought ... both are going back bitch!

So that was my online shopping for today but i have  a shirt to get from express when I get back to town that totally rocks!

Bye Bitches~

(Post in imitation of William Sledd)

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This is my first entry on live journal though I have an FA account with some of my writing and a MySpace account with photos of me in RL if oyu want to know what the cougar looks like ^_^

I'm hoping to get to know people people in the fur community and I look forward to chatting with anyone that wants to get to know me better.

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